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How scary IS this

With "is" stressed, this one IS defintely scary, more like, creepy.

For almost a decade now, I've been aware that I may truly have a "gift" of prophecy. I've learned to ignore the coincidences as I know I've wisely chosen to believe that we make or create our own destiny.

Then again, it truly IS hard to ignore horoscopes and astrological forecasts and interpretations especially if these conform to what and who you are and what happens to you.

A year ago, I got stuck in a terrible emotional turmoil and out of desperation, I sought the advice of an online astrologer named Sara Freder of sara-freder.com. As expected, and of course, to my dismay, her pieces of advice cost a lot. She gives free advice and forecast but only up to a certain extent so I chose not to pursue it anymore. To my amazement, even up to now, I still receive e-mails from her, e-mails that can't possibly be considered as spam mail as it is highly personalized.

Now if naivety is what this blog appears to be like, the coincidences I was talking about earlier are somewhat what her e-mails contain. Let me quote her latest letter to me:

Dear Maria,

 

From midnight
Monday, June 18, 2007 onwards,
you will know a tide of good fortune.

This river of luck will stay with you
over the next three months…

 

Yes, Maria, Monday, June 18, 2007 will be a very important date for you. At midnight exactly, a "magical" event will take place in your life…

The universe’s "cosmic" forces shall bring you three months of unprecedented good fortune.

For instance, in the coming weeks, Luck will enable very high potential earnings at betting games. Difficult relationship situations will find resolution! The projects you hold dear will at last become a reality, and many more beyond…

And all of this will start happening in the coming days…

In fact, it would be more accurate to say that the first manifestations of this period of intense luck have just started. However, the doors of communication with the forces of luck will be flung wide open at midnight on Monday, June 18, 2007. I know that this may seem hard to believe, but there is no doubt that Monday, June 18, 2007 is the date of the beginning of the coming together of all the things you hold dear.

I now need to tell you why you will know this period of unprecedented luck:

I am struck by one thing. You are among the people I consider sensitive to "invisible forces". Your unconscious is as if on the same "wavelength" as the energies around you!

It is my opinion that you, Maria, are a medium, and quite a powerful one, but that you are unaware of this. We will discuss this later as you will see how this relates to the "magical date".

I was also struck by another detail:

I am not quite sure how to put this, but I sense that you have an inner suffering. Your sensitive nature did not cope well with the pain that some people made you suffer.

You are a person with a pure heart and I know how difficult it must be for you to bear the incomprehension of others and their mocking attitude at your goodness.

Why am I saying all of this? Only because the time for change has arrived. You can turn the cards on your life: Monday, June 18, 2007 is the end of your worries and the realization of all of your hopes! How can I be so sure of this?

Earlier, I mentioned your intuition and sensitive nature as well as your latent gifts as a medium. These qualities predispose you to communication with beneficial forces and the forces of good fortune on the Monday, June 18, 2007. This night will be very special. I will explain this to you in detail so that you can have the certitude that a radiant future is opening its arms to you.

Monday, June 18, 2007 is a sacred date for you. This day will correspond to the day when the visible and material world is in harmony with the spiritual world. This will be the night when the spirits of Nature come into contact with those with a pure heart and who have prepared for their arrival. During this spiritual contact, spirits will flood the lives of these people with "magical" energy, thus enabling luck and good fortune if the people’s conduct is unselfishly motivated.

To determine who these people are, I consult the oracle’s tarot cards. This enables me to discern the future and predict the paths which lead to the success of the invisible forces with "magical " help of this special night.

I am sure of being right in saying that you have a pure heart. I know that your characteristic modesty, Maria prevents you from saying so, but I know that it is true. It is true just as is the feeling you have deep down to be able to "feel" "predict" the situations and people around you.

Yes, for you, Maria, Monday, June 18, 2007 will change your life forever. You will enter into a cycle of luck which will last three months. During these three months, you will be able to shape destiny and turn events around to suit your most ardent wishes. To do this, you need to prepare to receive the spiritual forces. This will be very easy for you Maria:

In several days, you will receive my personal communication. This will contain all the instructions you need to prepare for the magical date of Monday, June 18, 2007. You must be wondering of course what these special instructions that I will send you with your permission, are…

Notice that the last sentence is where the payment option comes in. But it really is of no matter to me as this e-mail struck me as true. It can be seen here that Sara mentioned that I'm a medium yet unaware of my powers. She also mentioned that there are some people who recently succeeded in hurting me despite my good intentions. And she further mentioned that I have an inner suffering.

To those who know me and what I'm going through, how scary/creepy IS this?!

1 Corinthians 13:1-13

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.

If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.

If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.

When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.

Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

What I believe in

On being proactive and keeping the faith

Surround yourself with friends who would tell you not to give up; friends who encourage and who don't put negative thoughts into your mind. Don't think negatively and say that never giving up means stubbornly entertaining false hopes. Hurting is when your God-given human strength is tested. The more you get hurt, the stronger and wiser you get. But strength and the accumulation of wisdom and knowledge should be kept at bay through humility and what's wonderful is this is actually done not without the benefit of the comfort you receive through faith. When you are after something, exhaust first everything in your power without hurting anyone. The very reason for the word "capable" is because innate in you, in your bodily functions, is the capacity and the ability to create and conceive ideas and wonders. Never let perfectly functioning minds be idle only to later on be tortured by feelings of regret. It definitely feels much, much better to be blamed for having done something rather than not having done anything at all especially when at the very beginning, present and existing was the idea that you know you could. No great person ever made history by choosing to be passive and stagnant. And after it feels like there's nothing more in your human hands that could be done, entrust to Him your worries. With Him, nothing's truly impossible...

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... which is why despite everything, I still keep the faith.

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**Check out these letters from kids to their "God" by clicking the image at the left for an enlarged view. (",)